I know it's not ok to hit your student's parents but if they are losers like that it should be! There is a aweful set of parents that are making things hell for me, karen and kelli. They just demand so much shit and now say we're neglecting their child. I just wanna say "we have 36 children in our classroom with parents that never complain if you're not happy with the way things are done here leave!" The sucky part is that their child isn't a trouble maker at all just a nice little 5year old and I hate to see those kind leave, but I'd give it up to get rid of the parents! So yeah then I had pizza, hard lemonade and watched American Dad with Shantel and that made everything better! I'll write more soon just not now. Field trip to Bonanzaville today!

"Ice cream soda cherry on top!
Who's your boyfriend I forgot!
Is it A, B, C.....ect"  A Jump Rope song that Anna and Madison tought me

Ok so the dog is better for now. She just started eating again and stopped throwing up. I don't get it but I'm so happy about it. Scares me though for when it really will happen. It was hard enough with just that. We had a date to put her to sleep and everything.

I need to be able to date a guy that can shut his cell phone off. For me one of the biggest signs of respect for a person is if you can ignore your cell phone call for a bit when you're with someone. My last date I counted and he answered his phone three times during supper and did atleast 6 texts. Maybe there was some emergency he didn't let me know about and that was why but from listening to the calls they sounded anything but urgent. It may sound dumb and picky but its important to me. Maybe he wasn't interested in me, although he called twice asking for a second date and I told him no both times and then he called me stuck up so best that nothing else happened : )

People at the day care need to learn that yes it is a buisness that needs to make money but the care/education of the children will always come first. There are so many people there just looking to get by. I hate lazy people! I want to tell all four of the people I work with in that room to fucking get motivated or get out because you're doing the kids no service. Well all agreed we would work on a lesson or activity each day and rotate groups. So far I'm the only one who has. One group just goes out side each day..........yeah that's not learning, we are outside all the time on the play ground. IT'S NOT LARGE MOTER DEVELOPMENT IF THERE IS NO PLANNING!!!! Oh and our T-ball and basketball coaches suck! It was my favorite part to watch them coach. No idea what to do or get the attention of the kids. It's not enough just to like sports dudes! Finally if you're 35 years old, married and have a child and still don't know how to drive a car don't expect me to feel sorry for you. You can learn, it isn't hard, just have your husband teach you on the weekends and you'll be fine.

On the good side James is a good roomate, the cat is super awesome(thank god it's not mine though!), Molly is better!, most of the kids at the day care a super awesome and make me smile all the time. Elenor and Melinda are the best teachers ever at Here We Grow! They make work awesome!

"I don't want your number no
I don't want to give you mine and no
I don't want to meet you nowhere no
I don't want none of your time and no
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holler at me" No Scrubs - TLC

Taurus: April 20-May 20
The Card: The Emperor
What It Means:  This card foresees a strong man playing an important role in your life this week. It may also suggests power or a powerful man.
Celeste Says:  Darling, it might be Stefano! You could be in danger!  

I sang at Alison's wedding today. It was beautiful. Such an odd time in my life for it. So much change. She was so beautiful and everything was great. Especially since Jess and I got to laugh for 10mins as the pastor and some people chased a bat out of the church that was flying everywhere! Scary to me!

I knew it would happen. Probably my most dreaded day since graduating high school. I don't know if it's good or bad but I take comfort in that all four of us have cried in the last few days. Maybe it's because we're such a small family? There aren't cousins and nephews everywhere. Grandparents live in New Mexico, an aunt uncle and cousins in South Carolina. It was just us five for most of the time. Molly was with me 2/3 of my life. I haven't cried this much in a long time.

"Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say I love you right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I've changed
Well somethings lost, but somethings gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
Its lifes illusions I recall
I really dont know life at all" Both Sides Now - Joni Mitchell

This woman at work was holding the door for all my kids which was great of her! I looked back to make sure Pheobe had gotten her coat and I guess the woman decided she wouldn't hold the door for me and bang! slammed into my thumb and now I'm missing part of that nail. Missing a finger nail hurts a lot! Ok that's all right now I have to go to work : )

"Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you’re made of
You might bend ‘til you break
Cause it’s all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you’ve had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand " Stand - Rascal Flatts